is this a “bad high” to be feeling with weed?
every time i get high with my friends, i feel guilty about the littlest things i do. for example: i was laughing while taking a toke out of a pipe anf the weed flew out everywhere and we had to fill it up again, she was laughing the whole time (thought it was funny) and i kept saying “i’m sorry” and was being down on myself for doing that. and i wouldn’t shut up till she said “it’s okay” or “i don’t care”
and i always think i’m doing something stupid and looking like an idiot or making myself look bad..
and have like little anxiety attacks when i feel or thought i don’t have my phone, (meanwhile i have it in my pocket)
i sometimes have a bladder problem and cant control it if i laugh too hard, so im always like panicing, because i sometimes cant
feel anything and thinking i did actually wet my pants, but i never do.
i don’t understand why this is happening,
and one other thing; i have OCD towards my facial appearance.
(meaning i’m afraid of getting pimples, acne, white heads, etc.)
and my face always feels like theres ants biting my face, almost as if its creating acne or something, or making the few pimples that i have worse..
can someone, just please, explain to me their thoughts, and opinion. i have been doing weed for about a year now.
is this a bad high? what should i do?
September 13th, 2011 at 6:36 pm
i used to get like this too. Its a real buzz kill, but just relax. The paranoia you are feeling is from the weed, not so much a bad high. You turn it into a bad high if you dwell on it.
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September 13th, 2011 at 10:37 pm
dude…no matter how good you feel when your are high…there is no such thing as a good high…i repeat, and i hope you won’t think it is rood, but THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A GOOD HIGH!!
so pretty much yes that is a bad high cuz being high is always a bad high
and don’t think you have to do it because of what your friends think cuz i have never been high and pretty much all of my friends are high all the time
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September 14th, 2011 at 2:36 am
you know what when i used to smoke weed probably about 4-5 years ago im 20 now i felt the same way i used to think people where talking about me in code.. weird but true. i couldn’t handle the paranoia i felt the same way as you execpt i was afraid of farting haha and thought i had but i hadn’t. =] i never told anyone how i felt but i quit and when they asked me why i told them because i don’t like it and now when people ask me why is because i don’t want to lose my house kids car everything i have worked for. if you feel like that when you smoke why do you smoke i used to just wait to be sober i couldn’t wait for my high to go away when i was by myself it was okay but being around others tripped me out
the point to my story is you should quit
smoking weed is no good i know you probally think my advice was shit but it is what it is.
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September 14th, 2011 at 5:36 am
paranoia is very common with newer weed smokers and rare in people like me who smoke almost every day. my friend used to always get nervous to get caught by the cops after smoking even though there was no way in hell he could of gotten caught. just keep telling yourself you’ll be okay and it will. your mind is tricking you into thinking something is wrong.
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September 14th, 2011 at 8:36 am
I used to do it too, being self-conscious. Just chill out. Simply try to relax and not to be paranoid. Remember just because you’re now high doesn’t mean you’ve become the center of the universe, so no one is really out to get you or staring at you if you feel they are. Keep that in mind.
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