I’m 24 yrs old.me and my bf have been together for 2 yrs.he treats me like a princess.sex is great between us.he is the love of my life .hjowever since I went on birth control pills I c ant stand my bf.I have spottings all the time.I’m always sleepy$i just had a pregnancy test and it came out as negative.I don’t wanna do anything.I miss my bf soooo much but I just don’t wanna see him.he used to workout before but now he doesn’t and smokes weed.he never wanted me to blaze so I quit and now when I see him all high with no energy I get soooo turned off by him.I can’t stand this life.I don’t wanna do anything with anyone.I just wanna stay home in my bed all day away from everybody.what’s wrong wth me?what should I do?