My father was diagnosed with cancer in the beginning of May. It scared the living hell out of us. Fortunately by the end of May we found out he got a disease that was really easy to get rid of. So far he’s almost done with treatment and should be good in no time.

Relief huh?

But suddenly I am so nervous around everything, every bump, every scar, every single pain me or anyone gets, it scares me! Just yesterday I was having an awesome time playing outside with my brother then I thought of ticks and Lyme Disease! They aren’t common here, but I got so creeped out! My fun was ruined and I wanted to go inside my house badly!

I hate this! I refuse to live my life in fear….but fear seems to take over me now…and honestly…its depressing me…