Why can’t my heart heal when i am the one who broke his heart?
May.28, 2010 in
Ripoff
he liked me for a long time and doesn’t know that i just didn’t want to hurt anyone. i’m in a relationship which i didn’t mention because i didn’t plan on leading him on and he never asked. i have developed strong feelings for him but i don’t think i’m right for him so i kept my distance. it killed me whenever i had to control my feeling around him. i really wanted the best for him and to keep a friendship but he thought i was brushing him off and stopped communicating with me. it’s been 5 months since we seen each other and 4 months since we talked. i know i had to let him go but my heart is ripped…it’s not healing no matter how much i want it to…
May 28th, 2010 at 3:36 pm
i had a similar experience. i just wanted a cure for the hurt to go away. i spent hours and hours trying to find something to dull the pain. i had a really REALLY bad summer. and then someone came along who i fell for immediately. he told me he didnt like me in “that way” and i was able to say “whatever.” So really, the only cure is, ur gonna hate me for this, but, time. I didnt believe i would meet someone, but i did. and after that cure for the heartbreak, i was strong enough to get up and brush myself off, without a second thought, after my second fall.
just life.
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May 28th, 2010 at 11:36 pm
I can kind of tell that the fact that u think ur not rite for him is not the only reason keeping u away. If it ws u would have changed urself(every human being would have- it mite have caused some probs later). If this guy really likes u then it wouldn’t hurt u at all to go and tell him how you fell because he would have total respect and admiration for ur felling and hopefully return them. If u just stay quiet then throughout ur life this is going to be a bad memory u will never be able to forgive urself for. Go and try ur luck! Worst he could say is no! Ur relationship with him won’t change anyway! It’s not like u talk much! At leat if u ask him u would be able to forgive urself!
just life.
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May 29th, 2010 at 9:36 am
Darling,
It won’t heal until you have closier. You didn’t persue something you think you should have but decided to control your feelings, first mistake. Remember, the heart wants what the heart wants. To deny your feelings only but your inner soul in termoil. You’ll have to talk to him if you want to heal that heart of yours. Pick up that phone and lay it on the line.
just life.
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